User:StarTrekker/An apology to Bythebooklibrary

I've been thinking and I've come to the conclusion that it's me who needs to apologize if we're going to move on form this stuff. I've realized that what I've done was really inexcusable and way below what I should allow myself to do even when I'm at some of my lowest points mentally. I do have certain issues which I know I must try to handle, but a lot of the time (sadly often here on wikipedia) I don't controll myself and end up embarsing myself and harming others unfairly.

I know that what I did I did because I have an easily bruised ego, a bad temper, weak capacity to control my impulses and a rather poor ability to explain stuff that I feel I want to convey. When I kept houding you even after you said that you weren't interested in discussing on your talkpage I crossed a line that really isn't ok and I should probbaly have been blocked (I'm honestly not why I wasn't) and I'm saying very very very ashamedly that I'm really sorry.

I hope you haven't suffered too much stress because of what I did and that you don't feel that wikipedia in general is an unwelcoming place.

I wans't sure how I was going to tell you this since I don't want to bother you on your talkpage anymore so I made this page here, no clue if stuff like this is acceptable to make on wikipeida but it's under my username so I'll try it.★Trekker (talk) 19:27, 18 September 2017 (UTC)